It’s getting harder… I’m frustrated and fed up today. In the small pockets where I wasn’t frustrated and fractious I managed to give the talk for our Christmas Day service on our doorstep, a talk that reminded me that I have a Good Shepherd, who holds me in arms of love and leads me tenderly. Ah I need to remember that tonight as I wearily write at the end of another long day. I lay down my frustrations and clamber into arms that hold me and remind me that it is ok not to be in control.